Oedipus?

We went to Austin to celebrate the big three-five this weekend. It was fun! I, however, just can't whoop it up like I used to - well, I can whoop - I just can't recover. Ouch. Two days! I was a mess. I think partly alot has to do with the fact that I don't workout like I used to at all. Not to mention, my dieting strategies just do not work when your boyfriend is a food-a-holic.

So, this week, I made it to the gym 3 times already. 2 cardio days - 1 lifting. It is starting to help. I'm feeling less sluggish, and I'm starting to sleep better - and starting to eat even less. But I still have to really push myself to get there. I used to go 4-5 times a week like it was nothing! It was like part of my day! In fact, I used to walk 2 miles there and back to get there. I know that sounds like a story, but it is true! I still haven't seen any results on the scale - but you must be patient when it comes to these things.

My boyfriend thinks I'm sexy (at least he says so) no matter what I look like. This is good for my ego - but not my hips. I mean, his mom is a big woman - and usually men are attracted to their mothers, right? Oedipus and all that? Maybe he is subconsciously trying to make me large? Ok, I really don't think that. But maybe there is something to it a little?

Weight: 142 Thesis: 1/20th complete.